Sunday, October 05, 2008

a lesson in humility..

Today was the last day of the art of living course. It amazes me every time how in 6 six, complete strangers can come together and experience such a deep connectedness with each other and go beyond so many self-imposed limitations and barriers, and re-connect with their inner silence and love. Just seeing the most beautiful radiant faces beaming with joy and eyes filled with gratitude - is a lesson in humility!

The vastness of this consciousness, the depth of love brings in such humility...
There is so little I know, and I am such a tiny speck in this vast universe...
and yet, the identity of this tiny speck is so gross and strong..
I have seen how over the years, the practise of Sudarshan Kriya has slowly un-entangled me from the web of m to becoming more of a silent witness to the happenings around. Participating 100% and yet, to be able to drop it any moment. The mere realization that nothing can compare to the beauty and depth of the Divine. In the core of my being, the knowing every moment that none of this is pleasureable to me... really! I can live without all of these ...

Definitely there are moments when I get caught in the web but the awareness dawns so quickly that it is blissful. To be in the storm and seeing it completely! It is live being caught in a twister and being able to see and study it in its glory! Those moments are so blissful... I am so grateful to Gurudev. In fact, there is so no word to express... I am so much in love that love hurts and I love it even more.. :)

And yet, there is so much beauty in every cell of this creation... it is beaming with radiance and divinity. Ah! just stand up and start dancing... swaying wth the currents of life.. in bliss .. in love..

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